Quick Wear: But I just want to be a little transparent

Chapter 185 Deserted Island: Fake Boyfriend 10

Song Xun was held tightly by Shang Ji and couldn't get up.

Unhappy, he tried to break free from the arm that was across his body.

"Don't leave me, okay."

He suddenly stopped all movements.

This was the first time Song Xun heard Shang Ji speak such words in such a pleading and weak tone, as if he was extremely uneasy.

Slightly cool water stains suddenly spread across my shoulders.

After realizing what it was, Song Xun's whole body froze.

Shang Ji...is he crying?

Shang Ji, who always remained rational and calm no matter what kind of danger he faced, always stood at the front and provided people with safety and reliability, cried.

Song Xun went from being bewildered to being incredulous, not daring to look back: "What I said just now was a bit too much, but, but you..."

It's not necessary to cry.

When did I become so mentally fragile?

Song Xun was not quite clear about what happened when he fell asleep. He only remembered that Shang Ji kept talking in his ear. He felt very uncomfortable and his consciousness gradually faded.

"Let me hug you longer." Shang Ji's voice was slightly hoarse.

The lingering fear lingered in his mind all the time, and he didn't want to experience that kind of devastating despair again.

People only understand what is most important to them when they are about to lose something.

So even if Rao Yushu had deceived him and used him, compared to losing Rao Yushu, Shang Ji was willing to pretend that none of that existed.

Shang Ji was hiding from the tribesmen and was hit on the back of his head by a stone and remembered everything.

He doesn't have a so-called boyfriend at all. He has been alone since his parents passed away, without relatives, friends or lover.

It seems like there is a layer of separation between me and everyone, and there is no one I can confide in.

The only thing I like is to go to the vast grasslands and forests to observe and record nature.

How could a boyfriend who just graduated and is seven years younger than me suddenly appear?

Rao Yushu was only looking for a tool to protect himself, and all his actions were motivated by ulterior motives.

Shang Ji considers himself to be cautious and wary of others. This is an innate character problem, a trait that he should not lose even if he loses his memory.

But it seemed to have no effect on Rao Yushu.

In fact, Rao Yushu’s lies were not that clever. Although he clearly felt that something was wrong, he subconsciously chose to ignore those obvious flaws.

There is no way to argue until the truth is laid out before your eyes.

Shang Ji was of course angry, or to be more precise, he was unwilling to accept it. He had already included Rao Yushu in his own domain and took him to heart.

It turned out to be a scam, which made him feel like a joke.

Shang Ji didn't want to see Rao Yushu during those days. He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself and do something extreme.

Deliberate alienation could not restrain his heart. He still could not control the urge to pay attention to Rao Yushu at all times, guessing whether he was happy or unhappy, and tossing and turning, thinking about one of his small actions.

Shang Ji thought that he had lost his heart and his army was completely routed in a clumsy scam.

Total loss.

Shang Ji buried his face in the warm shoulders and neck of the person in his arms, his eyes were obscure and difficult to read.

As the person who planned this, Rao Yushu couldn't get away with it without losing anything.

That's so unfair.

It would be better if no one goes out and we are all trapped in there to death.

Don't ever think about getting rid of it.

If you do bad things, you always have to pay a price, right?

Song Xun didn't dare to move, because the discovery that Shang Ji was crying was too shocking to him.

He gave Shang Ji some time to calm down and pretended not to have noticed anything.

As a grown man, it would be so embarrassing if Tang Yiming and the others found out.

Song Xun felt that he was considerate enough.

Shang Ji probably calmed down and returned to normal. He picked up the meat again and put it to his mouth.

Song Xun was afraid that if he refused, Shang Ji would lose his temper again and start crying behind him.

This time he didn't make a fuss and just opened his mouth and finished eating.

Without letting him get up, Shang Ji and Tang Yiming skillfully set up the camp for sleeping tonight.

Xia Ming had nothing to do so he ran over to chat with Song Xun.

"You scared us to death today. You didn't even tell us that you had a bad heart."

Song Xun's attention was drawn to Shen Heyun, who was bruised and battered in the corner. He was so focused on shocking Shang Ji that he didn't notice how Shen Heyun became like this.

Xia Ming turned around to take a look, then retracted his gaze and said disapprovingly, "Oh, he fell by himself."

Song Xun looked at it again and again, and said subtly: "You mean he fell down and got a bruise on the corner of his mouth."

"Don't worry about him, it's his own bad luck." Xia Ming was annoyed and asked, "How do you feel now? Are you okay?"

"Well, much better."

After chatting for a while, Song Xun was carried by Shang Ji into the prepared camp.

Song Xun was dissatisfied with Shang Ji's behavior of hugging her without any explanation. She felt like a rag doll in Shang Ji's hands, being manipulated at will.

"I'm not sleepy yet."

Shang Ji lowered his head to tidy up the leaves on the ground, and said, "You are just fine. You should rest more and go to bed early."

Before Song Xun could say anything, Shang Ji had already laid down, stretched out his arms and hugged him tightly.

As if exhausted to the extreme, he closed his eyes and said, "Go to sleep."

Song Xun calmed down, looking at the blue under his eyes, thinking that he should not bother with him, so as to avoid some people crying over a disagreement.

The fact that Shang Ji shed tears will probably stay in his mind for a long time.

Song Xun slept for a long time during the day and felt that it was probably not so easy for him to fall asleep.

Ten minutes later, Song Xun's eyelids were drooping and he went straight to Zhou Gong.

Shang Ji opened his eyes, looked at the sleeping boy, and lowered his head to kiss his forehead.

Whispered: "Stay by my side and never leave."

The darkness gave rise to greed and distracting thoughts. Shang Ji's eyes were filled with shocking obsession and desire. He no longer suppressed them and revealed them to the young man beside him.

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In two days, the group climbed over a hill and arrived one step closer to the finish line.

Song Xun didn't even come down to walk a few steps. Shang Ji treated him with even more nervousness, as if he was looking at some fragile ceramic glass and had to ask about and interfere in everything.

It was like encountering a water source on the road, and several people who had not cleaned up for a long time went down to take a bath.

Song Xun also wanted to go into the water, but before he could even take a step, Shang Ji pulled him back.

He was beaten back on the grounds of poor health and was forbidden to go into the water.

Song Xun was of course unhappy. He felt like he was going to stink. If he didn't clean himself up, he would become rotten pickled cabbage leaves that would be taken out of the jar and put into the pot.

After arguing with reason, Shang Ji took a step back and spent a long time boiling water so that Song Xun could take a hot bath.

Song Xun felt that he was simply causing trouble for himself, wasting time and energy. Tang Yiming and Xia Ming actually supported him and thought it was necessary.

After this illness, Song Xun had completely become a fragile and risky creature in their eyes, unable to lift anything, and could die at any time.

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As we went further, the road conditions started to deteriorate.

The terrain gradually becomes steeper and more rugged, with rivers running through the land and converging into small waterfalls along the heights.

In front of a towering mountain, Shang Ji stopped and patted Song Xun's arm.

"You come down first, I'll go ahead and explore the way."

Song Xun let go and was about to get down when the long-lost system voice rang in his head.

"Warning, there are 132 hours and 25 minutes left to rescue the coast. Please strictly follow the plot and character settings to perform the mission. It is strictly forbidden to deviate from the plot line."

The system appeared suddenly, leaving behind only a few cold, mechanical words before disappearing without a trace.

Song Xun’s hand, which was half on Shang Ji’s shoulder, paused.

Already... so fast?

"Yu Shu?" Shang Ji called him.

Song Xun came to his senses and got off Shang Ji's back.

"I'll be back soon, wait for me here."

After Shang Ji finished speaking, he climbed up the almost vertical peak.

He was nimble and agile, and quickly reached the halfway point of the mountain with the help of the protruding rock wall.

Without any safety measures, climbing barehanded on a mountain dozens of meters high is so terrifying just looking up.

The people below could only worry, because except Shang Ji, no one here could take over this job.

Shang Ji, who disappeared at the top of the mountain, returned ten minutes later and brought them good news that made them ecstatic.

"We are heading in the right direction. We can reach the coast in about five days."

The motivation that has supported me all along is nothing more than being able to get out. It seems a little unreal that it is almost happening.

Tang Yiming couldn't believe it: "You mean, we are going to leave this damn place?"

There was a tremor of excitement in his voice.

Shang Ji affirmed: "If we speed up and shorten the rest time, 4 days will be enough."

Xia Ming couldn't control her emotions and started crying with her hands covering her mouth.

Their desire to leave here and return to normal life lingers in their hearts all the time, even in their dreams.

Everyone was delighted by the news.

Song Xun curled the corners of his mouth to make himself seem less out of place.

In the plot, Rao Yushu's true nature was completely exposed when he learned that he was about to leave Xunkogakan Island.

He had been using Shang Ji from the very beginning, without any feelings towards him. In the beginning, because he still had to rely on Shang Ji, he could pretend on the surface so as not to irritate him too much.

But when he learned that he was about to leave, his bad nature was fully exposed. He was arrogant and started to show his temper as a spoiled brat in advance. He would make a fuss whenever he was not satisfied. He was self-centered and never considered others.

His behavior completely angered everyone, and it was at this time that Shen Heyun revealed Rao Yushu's affairs.

Shang Ji, who knew that he had been deceived, naturally no longer cared about Rao Yushu's life or death. If Rao Yushu was smarter, he should know that he had to be careful and go out smoothly to wait for rescue.

But Rao Yushu didn't understand this principle.

He continued to do as he pleased, completely leaving himself isolated and helpless. Because of his anger, he fell behind and missed the chance to be rescued.

Song Xun looked up at the excited expressions of the crowd, but when his eyes fell on Shang Ji, he found that he didn't seem very happy.

Shang Ji is not a person who is good at expressing himself and is used to not showing his emotions on his face.

Ke Songxun inexplicably felt that he was worried about something.

After the excitement, everyone was full of energy and all the fatigue in their bodies was swept away, which was better than taking hormones.

Everyone wanted to leave the island as soon as possible.

But the rest of the journey is much more difficult than imagined.

Mud and rocks, steep slopes, and changeable weather all became obstacles.

Song Xun looked at Shang Ji's forehead soaked with sweat and his breathing becoming heavy, and suddenly said, "I want to rest."

This was the time when everyone wanted to leave the island the most. Even though they were very tired, no one suggested stopping.

His words were obviously inappropriate.

Strictly speaking, anyone could say this, but it didn't make sense when it came from Song Xun, who was always carried on someone's back.

Song Xun lowered his eyes and curled his fingers slightly.

"Are you feeling unwell? Find a place to stop immediately."

"Drink some water and take a break."

It was not the opposition and dissatisfaction that was imagined, but worry and concern surrounding Song Xun.

Even Shen Heyun didn't say anything. He didn't know what had happened to him in the past two days, but he became much quieter.

Their reactions were completely different from what Song Xun expected.

Under the shade of trees, Xia Ming handed over water while Tang Yiming searched for dry food.

Song Xun was surrounded by people, and Shang Ji was standing by to take his temperature and ask him where he felt unwell.

No, it's so wrong.

Song Xun blinked in confusion, raised his hand and pushed away Shang Ji's hand that was messing with his face: "I'm not feeling uncomfortable, I just want to rest for a while."

He said to Tang Yiming and Xia Ming again: "I'm not thirsty or hungry, thank you."

Song Xun's gaze passed over several people and finally fell on the taciturn Shen Heyun.

I gradually became unsure whether the mission could be carried out normally.

After resting for half an hour.

When everyone was about to set off and continue on their journey, Song Xun took the risk to continue testing and interrupted them: "I don't want to leave yet."

Shang Ji put down the things he was packing as if nothing had happened: "It's getting late, let's decide where to rest tonight."

Tang Yiming glanced at the golden sunlight shining through the gaps between the branches and leaves and nodded.

"Well, it's late, I have no problem with that."

"Then?" Xia Ming hesitated, "Just take a rest."

It’s the middle of the day, it’s damn late.

Song Xun opened his mouth, but had nothing to say.

Tang Yiming was afraid that he would feel burdened: "In fact, it is at this critical moment that we should stay calm and rest when necessary. If we get too tired, it will be a waste of time."

Song Xun forced a smile.

Excluding any unexpected accidents, this day was the earliest day for the group to rest.

It was also from this day that they discovered that Rao Yushu had changed. Not only did his temper become more delicate and irritable, but he was also very troublesome.

Of course, the main target of the trouble was Shang Ji.

In comparison, Rao Yushu's previous tempers were so mild.

Shang Ji has been in a state of disarray these past two days, and even his breathing and speaking are wrong. He is not welcomed in any way and is being ordered around by Rao Yushu who has different ideas every now and then.

At the beginning, they would find excuses for Rao Yushu, thinking that he was not feeling well and couldn't control his emotions. But later they realized that he simply liked to make trouble for Shang Ji.

Tang Yiming was so annoyed to see her trying to survive on a deserted island every day and having to find ways to coax her boyfriend.

Xia Ming looked at Shang Ji, who was not far away and was racking his brains to figure out how he had made Rao Yushu angry. Regardless of gender, he actually felt a sense of empathy.

“It’s a bit miserable.”

Tang Yiming sneered, looking like a veteran: "I think he is enjoying it."

Xia Ming was curious: "How do you say that?"

Tang Yiming taught on the spot: "If Shang Ji is unhappy, he can refuse or get angry. When have you ever seen him do that?"

Xia Ming thought about it and found that it was true.

On the contrary, Shang Ji not only did not refuse, but he seemed to indulge Rao Yushu and him in throwing tantrums and ordering people around.

Tang Yiming said he saw through it: "He really wants Rao Yushu to be inseparable from him."