mtl008 Chapter 403: Just Fear
Chapter 403: Just Fear
"Won't you regret it?"
After Mi Li asked this question, everyone immediately shook their heads.
"how come!"
"Of course I won't regret it."
“I did this willingly.”
"I just hope this little thing can make you happy, that's its greatest function."
Hearing the chaotic chatter, Mi Li raised a finger to his lips.
"Shhh."
Everyone immediately fell silent, but their eyes full of hope still stared at Mi Li without blinking.
Mi Li saw that they were silent, and then said:
"You're all smart people, so you don't need me to make everything too clear. But there are some things I've never said, and you must be feeling very insecure. So let me make it clear today."
Mi Li looked at him and the others, then turned back into the house and said:
"come in."
Everyone looked at Mi Li's back.
To be honest, when they saw Ali, when they saw Ali open the door and was willing to talk to them, they were extremely happy.
Does this mean that Ali is no longer angry?
But at this moment, Ali's calm attitude made their slightly depressed hearts rise again.
Jian Bai stood behind everyone, pursed his lips, and then, as if he had made up his mind, he strode directly into the room.
Seeing this, the others also walked in.
Rick watched them come in one by one, and when he was about to close the door, another car stopped outside.
It was Wen Ye and Chi Fei.
When they saw the cars parked at the door, they knew they had arrived.
The two of them and Rick looked at each other, then Rick glanced at the door and went in.
Chi Fei and Wen Ye walked to the door.
"Close the door, I'll go in first!"
Wen Ye said hurriedly.
I'm already behind Huo Tingchuan and the others, and I can't be the last one to see Ali.
Wen Youzhi Ye walked quickly into the house, leaving Chi Fei alone at the door.
Chi Fei shook his head, sighed, resigned himself to his fate, closed the heavy door, and then went into the house.
Walking into the house, Chi Fei saw Mi Li sitting in a rocking chair.
There were people around her.
After seeing Chi Fei, Mi Li smiled and said:
"Aye, Achi, can you and Rick go to the kitchen and help me wash some fruit?"
It was obvious that Ali wanted to get them away.
The three nodded without hesitation.
From now on, Ali’s words will be like an imperial decree, and they just need to follow it unconditionally.
After the three of them left the living room and went to the kitchen, Mi Li looked up and focused his gaze on the others.
It’s not that Mi Li wants to send them away, but they don’t need to hear these words.
They have passed the test and do not need to hear these words.
and...
The kitchen was not far from the living room, so what she was about to say would still reach their ears.
But we still have to do a good job on the surface and at least tell them our attitude.
She had already acknowledged the three of them, so there was no need for her to say anything more.
It can also be considered as putting some invisible pressure on Huo Tingchuan and others.
Thinking about it, Mi Li looked at them and said:
"You guys sit down."
Several people immediately took action and sat down quickly.
Because of nervousness, several people sat in an uneasy posture.
A straight back, hands clenched into fists on the legs, uneasy eyes and swallowing saliva from time to time.
Even Ye Jinan, a psychology expert, is in this state.
Mi Li smiled faintly and said:
"Don't be nervous, I just want to tell you what I've always wanted to say."
After hearing Mi Li's words, they became even more nervous.
Mi Li did not comfort them anymore and said:
“Actually, I haven’t been with you for very long, just over half a year, but I have changed my life because of you.
To be honest, before I met you, I had thought about what kind of big brother I would meet when I was live streaming.
Is he a big brother based on conditions, a big brother based on love, or a big brother who simply wants to have fun with me?
I have carefully thought about all the worst-case scenarios and have accepted them.
But I didn't expect it.
It was you that I met.”
Mi Li lowered her eyes with a faint smile on her face.
She didn't look at their reactions, as if she was immersed in her own memories.
Although these words could be regarded as parting words, everyone gradually calmed down because of Ali's slow and gentle tone.
Everyone looked at Ali's peaceful face attentively and listened to her speak slowly.
“This is really a big surprise for me.
It was an unexpected surprise.
However, I am a person who only believes in myself. You can also say that I am a very selfish person.
At that time, in order to achieve my goal, I had to use everything I had available.
Including you.”
Mi Li paused and continued:
"Perhaps you have already discovered that I have been plotting against you all along."
As he spoke, Mi Li raised his eyes and looked into their eyes one by one.
Calm and warm.
There was no trace of blame, anger, sadness or other negative emotions in their eyes.
They were all smiling faintly, even the usually serious Lin Yuezhou had a smile on his face, and his eyes were full of indulgence.
Yes, Mi Li has always known it.
With their status and position, how could they not notice her little movements at all?
Maybe some of them were kept in the dark, but they probably knew most of it.
Mi Li herself is also clear about this.
But she has been running away.
She was avoiding these people who truly loved her, avoiding these loves that were so heavy.
Escape from your own heart.
Use indifference and selfishness to cover up your true heart.
Even this temptation is the same.
In fact, it's all escape.
On the surface, she thought that if they were not qualified, she would abandon them and treat them as strangers from now on.
But deep down?
If she was really so cold, why did she tell Wen Yechi not to hide her whereabouts?
Wouldn't it be better to let them work themselves to death and play against Rick?
If she was really so selfish, why did she feel sad when she saw their tired faces and weathered bodies?
If she really didn't care, why was she so grateful when she talked about meeting them just now?
It's just that her experiences from childhood to adulthood have made her habitually hide herself, and subconsciously use the most indifferent things to cover up her true heart.
She was just scared.
Just afraid of getting hurt again.
Mi Li wanted to lower her eyes again, but a pair of hands suddenly touched her cheeks.
Jian Bai squatted in front of her and said:
"Ali, I'm sorry about what happened these days.
I couldn't calm myself down. I knew it all, but I still couldn't control myself.
This is my fault. You are angry with me and don't want to pay attention to me. It's all right.
but..."
Jian Bai lifted Mi Li's hand and placed her cold fingers on his face.
"But Ali, no matter if you hit me, scold me, or even if you... hate me and ignore me for several days, I will not leave you.
I can’t bear not seeing you these days. The feeling of losing you is too terrible. I really can’t bear it.
I like you, I love you, no matter if you trick me, use me or anything else, as long as you are by my side, no matter how you treat me, it’s all good.”
As he spoke, Jian Bai's bloodshot eyes became redder and redder, with a few tears seeping out from the corners of his eyes.
"Just don't abandon me, okay?"
However, if you are really unhappy when I am around you, I will disappear from your sight forever.
Jian Bai didn't say this.
Because he was afraid too.