mtl008 Chapter 144 The Cowardly Wife Who Died Early 19
Chapter 144 The Cowardly Wife Who Died Early 19
The pungent smell of disinfectant and the white surroundings made Xueyi feel tired.
She wanted to open her eyes, but her eyelids seemed to weigh a thousand pounds and she couldn't lift them up.
In the dim darkness, only her left hand was tightly held, and the endless warmth passed to her, warming not only her body but also her heart.
who is it?
Yu Changan was lying on the side of the hospital bed, feeling very sleepy, but he was still holding the woman's hand tightly in his sleep, his big hand completely covering the woman's hand.
Half asleep and half awake, he suddenly felt an itch in his palm.
Yu Changan woke up suddenly and looked up at the person on the hospital bed, but the person was not awake.
But her fingers were trembling slightly, and it seemed as if she was trying hard to move but had no strength.
Ji Sheng and Ji Zhili went back first, and he was the one to keep watch tonight.
Yu Changan gently touched Xue Yi's fingers, and her fingers trembled slightly as if responding to him.
The man's face showed undisguised surprise, "Sister!"
He looked at the woman who couldn't open her eyes, then picked up the water cup next to her and gently placed it next to her mouth, "Sister, you are awake, right? Drink some water, you will feel better."
Xue Yi recognized his voice and wanted to open her mouth, but it was extremely difficult.
She yelled in her heart in frustration, “Is my body so weak?! I can’t even drink water?! ”
System 007: [Master, you've almost killed Yu Jiao. If you do this again, she won't be able to be saved.]
Xue Yi was speechless. How could she know that this body had become so weak...
Seeing her trying hard to open her mouth but failing, Yu Changan couldn't help but become worried and anxious.
"Sister, you are awake, right? Are you unable to move?" He held Xue Yi's hand and gently tapped her index and middle fingers.
"Sister, if you want to express affirmation, just move your index finger, and if you want to express negation, just move your middle finger."
Xue Yi exerted herself to tremble her index finger slightly. Although the movement was subtle, it was still noticed by Yu Changan who had been paying attention to her.
He asked again: "Sister, do you want some water?"
Xue Yi felt her dry throat and felt it necessary to take a few bites.
She moved her index finger.
Yu Changan quickly picked up the water cup and handed it to her mouth, "Sister, open your mouth,"
But no matter how hard Xue Yi tried, she could only open a small gap. She couldn't even get the wall of the cup in, let alone water.
Yu Changan was so anxious, "Sister, are you thirsty?"
Xue Yi moved her fingers several times.
I’m so thirsty. I’m almost dying of thirst.
Yu Changan looked at the cup, then at Xue Yi's lips that were almost cracked. After struggling for a while, he took a sip of water and fed it to Xue Yi.
Xue Yi was still wondering why Yu Changan hadn't made any movement for so long, when she felt a soft sensation on her lips.
She subconsciously opened her mouth as wide as she could so that the water could flow in.
Yu Changan breathed a sigh of relief when he saw her drink it.
He blushed and held Xueyi's hand, saying softly, "Sister, I'm sorry."
But he really didn't want to see her in pain. Her lips were so dry that they were about to crack. Her body couldn't stand not drinking water for a long time.
(Ji Sheng: I was once locked up by the woman in front of you without water for six days. Thank you.)
(Ji Zhili: I’ll take three days.)
Xue Yi's consciousness was looking at the scene outside. The man was holding her hand with a look of heartache and guilt, and he was a little helpless.
Xue Yi sighed, then gently moved her middle finger.
I'm fine.
Feeling his fingers moving, Yu Changan was stunned for a moment.
The index finger is for affirmation and the middle finger is for denial.
He just said sorry, so was she moving her middle finger to tell him not to apologize or because she didn't want to hear him?
Thinking of this, he held Xue Yi's hand tightly.
"Sister, I heard from Mr. Ji that you want to divorce him..."
Yes, that's right. Xue Yi's index finger trembled.
"Why? Is he not nice to you?"
That’s right, he’s an old scumbag and a pervert.
She moved her index finger again.
After getting the answer, Yu Changan heaved a sigh of relief, but he couldn't help but think of the question Ji Zhili asked him in the hospital during the day, "She divorced because of you, right?"
Could it be because of him?
Thinking of this, he felt a little uneasy.
"Sister...where do you want to go after the divorce?" But the woman didn't respond for a long time after she said that. Yu Changan patted his head in annoyance.
What was he asking? She could only express affirmation or denial now.
"No, no, no, what I mean is, um... do you plan to remarry?"
"If so... could you..."
Could you please consider me...
Xue Yi was silent for a while.
The man in the picture lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes trembling slightly, as if he attached great importance to the answer. He held her hand very carefully, afraid of missing any movement.
She was silent for a long time, and finally moved her middle finger.
She will not remarry and she will die next year.
She is a person without a future, and her past is filthy and full of bad deeds.
It comes like the wind and leaves like dust.
He's such a good man, how could she bear to let him be tainted with darkness like her?
Yu Chang'an, you must live in Chang'an all your life.
A heartless woman like her doesn't deserve his love.
Yu Changan should just stand in the sun, wearing a white shirt and staying clean.
His past may have been dark, but when Xue Yi came, she wanted him to always stand in the sun and smile wildly.
Just like that day in the rain when he held her hand and ran wildly, that unbridled and unrestrained look, the warmth and beauty that flowed from the bottom of his heart was his heart.
Yu Changan, don't get close to me, you will become unhappy.
After getting her answer, the man's eyes were red as expected, but he carefully wiped them clean with the sleeve of his sweater. But his voice was still a little choked, "Sister... Can't you really come to see me? I can also take good care of you..."
"I don't mind your past. If you don't want to talk about it, then don't talk about it. As long as we can be together in the future, nothing else will be a problem."
"I will also find a way to resolve the issue with my father. I hope that one day I can be with you legitimately, forever." His tone was sincere, solemn and expectant.
Xue Yi's spirit sat in the system space, looking at the man on the screen who was obviously so anxious that he was about to cry, but he wiped his tears obediently and didn't want her to find out, and remained silent.
She felt it, and her heart was complicated. The second man who could touch her heart was not one of the targets she was trying to capture.
But what did he like about her?
She obviously has no good qualities, but she's still being ambiguous with her nominal step-son in front of him. Why doesn't he think she's a bad woman?
She never kissed him, never slept with him, and always kept her charm to herself in front of him.
The only physical contact they had was holding hands, and it was Yu Changan who took the initiative.
Their lips touched twice, once when he secretly kissed her after she fell asleep, and another time when he just fed her water, but he just fed her water and didn't do anything else.
Did Yu Changan know that she was a heartless person and that his efforts were destined to go unrewarded?
Xue Yi took a deep breath and suppressed the ripples in her heart.
Chang'an, it should be Chang'an.
She could not give him the rest of his life he expected, nor could she give him a sense of security and passionate love. The future and hope he longed for were nothing but passing clouds to her.
After she dies in this world, she will go to the next one and meet new people.
What about him?
If she really accepted his feelings, he would be very happy now, but he would only be more painful when she left.
Should he die for her like those men before him?
He has a bright future and life ahead of him. He will meet someone he likes again, spend his life with her, get married and have children.
She could not give him all this, the bright future he expected.
Yu Changan, let go and pursue your own light.
Don't stubbornly choose to hold my hand as I fall into the abyss. I will take you down, and I won't let you go.
"Yu...Chang...An..." The woman was finally able to speak, but her voice became hoarse from not speaking for a long time and lack of water.
Yu Changan quickly moved forward and asked with concern, "Sister, how are you? Are you feeling better?"
There was undisguised joy and excitement in his eyes, mixed with concern and anticipation.
It was just destined that she could not respond to this love.
"Don't... come near me, I'm a bad woman, I... won't... be... with you..." Her words came out intermittently, one word at a time. She seemed to be trying very hard to say them, but her body couldn't control them.
"You...deserve someone better, and you will find your light."
Yu Changan's smile froze for a moment, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and then he smiled even more brilliantly. "Let's not talk about that for now."
"Sister, are you hungry? Can I go buy you some porridge?"
Perhaps knowing that he needed a buffer, Xue Yi nodded.
Yu Changan tucked the quilt for her and then walked out. But the moment he turned around, tears welled up in his eyes.
elder sister,
Why can't you consider me...