Chapter 94 Going to Boost Your Courage
Chapter 94 Going to Boost Your Courage
Zhu Ziqing froze instantly when Tan Haoyu hugged her.
Her thoughts were immediately drawn back to the scene at the banquet that she found unbearable to recall.
Tan Haoyu's brutal actions, his own helplessness and fear surged into his heart like a tide.
Tan Haoyu opened his mouth, wanting to say "I'm sorry" to Zhu Ziqing.
He had silently rehearsed his apology countless times in his mind, but at this moment he felt that those words were so pale and powerless.
He knew that his actions had caused Zhu Ziqing deep harm, and how could a mere apology make up for it?
Moreover, when he saw the marks on Zhu Ziqing's neck that had not yet completely faded.
The guilt and self-blame in his heart weighed on him like a boulder, making it hard for him to breathe and making it even more difficult for him to speak.
After a brief moment of stiffness, Zhu Ziqing slowly removed Tan Haoyu's hand.
She silently moved closer to the bed, creating some distance between them.
Her voice was calm and indifferent: "It's late, go to sleep."
Tan Haoyu felt a sharp pain in his heart; the feeling of being alienated by Zhu Ziqing made him very uncomfortable.
He stared at the ceiling, his mind filled with countless thoughts, unable to fall asleep for a long time.
Zhu Ziqing, however, had her back to Tan Haoyu.
But her eyes were open, and the turmoil in her heart was equally difficult to quell.
Sunlight streamed through the gaps in the curtains, gently falling on Zhu Ziqing's face.
She slowly woke up, and slept until the sun was high in the sky.
She stretched out a big yawn, fully enjoying this rare leisurely weekend.
She shuffled towards the window in her slippers.
Tan Haoyu stood there quietly, gazing intently out the window.
Xiao Hua rolled around on the ground a couple of times out of boredom, seemingly venting her frustration.
As if sensing the movement behind him, Tan Haoyu turned his head slightly and said in a low voice, "Awake?"
Zhu Ziqing simply nodded slightly and didn't say anything more.
Just then, Xiaohua ran over happily.
Zhu Ziqing bent down and picked it up, saying gently, "Little Flower, I can spend some quality time with you today."
Tan Haoyu cleared his throat and said, "Let's have lunch together after you get up."
How about we go for a walk together this afternoon?
Zhu Ziqing's heart stirred slightly.
She had always preferred peaceful and quiet days, and was quite surprised by Tan Haoyu's sudden suggestion to go out.
She couldn't help but wonder if he wanted to apologize for what happened last night.
Zhu Ziqing hesitated for a moment, then said, "I have an appointment to discuss something at noon, so I probably won't be able to go out with you."
She only agreed to meet Zhu Yahan to inquire about her mother's situation; she really didn't want to get entangled with Zhu Yahan any further.
She knew her past was a tangled mess and didn't want Tan Haoyu to get involved.
But his concerned gaze and suggestion made her unable to refuse directly.
Tan Haoyu frowned slightly and said, "Then I'll go with you to see that person after I've eaten."
Upon hearing this, Zhu Ziqing instinctively shook her head and refused, saying, "No need, this is my matter, I can handle it myself."
She was caught in a deep internal struggle.
On one hand, she was afraid that Tan Haoyu would find out about her shameful past, and on the other hand, she was touched by his concern. She didn't know what to do.
Tan Haoyu gave Zhu Ziqing a deep look and said, "Then I'll go wait for you to have lunch."
After saying that, he picked up Xiaohua, turned around and walked out of the room.
Xiao Hua, in the living room, seemed to sense Tan Haoyu's unfriendly gaze.
It started barking loudly, as if in protest.
But before long, its voice gradually softened.
In the end, he could only obediently lie down at Tan Haoyu's feet, his appearance clearly showing that he was full of fear of Tan Haoyu.
Zhu Ziqing carefully tidied her clothes and prepared to go out for the appointment.
As if sensing its owner was about to leave, Xiao Hua ran over happily.
It circled around Zhu Ziqing's feet, its eyes filled with a longing to follow.
Just as Zhu Ziqing was about to bend down and pick up Xiaohua, Tan Haoyu darted forward, gently lifted Xiaohua by the back of its neck, and put it back inside.
Little Flower grumbled a few times in dissatisfaction.
Tan Haoyu patted its head helplessly and said softly, "Be good, stay home."
Tan Haoyu was not originally a person who liked small animals.
But ever since he learned that Xiao Hua was Zhu Ziqing's cherished pet, he gradually accepted the existence of this little guy.
In their daily interactions, Tan Haoyu gradually discovered that Xiaohua actually had her own adorable qualities.
Every time Xiaohua acts cute and charming at Zhu Ziqing's feet, she can easily make Zhu Ziqing laugh out loud.
Once, Xiaohua accidentally knocked over some small items on the table.
Zhu Ziqing pretended to be angry, and Xiaohua pitifully lay on the ground, looking at her with wet eyes.
Seeing this, Tan Haoyu couldn't help but go over, pick up Xiaohua, and comfort her, "Xiaohua, you can't be so naughty next time."
Seeing Tan Haoyu like this, Zhu Ziqing felt gratified.
She felt that Tan Haoyu actually liked Xiaohua.
Zhu Ziqing recalled Tan Haoyu telling her, "I am your husband."
Her brows furrowed slightly, her mind filled with confusion.
She wondered to herself, "Why is he emphasizing this so much? Is he trying to justify his violent behavior last night, trying to justify that he, as a husband, has the right to do so?"
Thinking about what happened last night, her heart felt like it was tangled in a mess.
She so desperately wanted to forget all the unpleasantness and live a good life with Tan Haoyu.
But the scenes that happened last night keep replaying in my mind.
Lunchtime has arrived, and Aunt Chen has prepared a table of delicious dishes.
Seeing the table full of delicious food, Zhu Ziqing seemed to feel a little better.
She picked up her chopsticks and began to eat with relish.
Tan Haoyu, however, just sat there, occasionally picking up a bite or two with his chopsticks, his mind clearly not on eating.
His gaze remained fixed on Zhu Ziqing, watching her eat quietly.
He couldn't help but feel that Zhu Ziqing was like a calm lake.
No matter how the outside world changes, it seems nothing can stir her heart.
After a while, Tan Haoyu broke the silence and said, "After you finish eating, I'll drive you out."
Zhu Ziqing raised her head slightly, glanced at him, and simply replied, "No need, I can take a taxi myself."
Tan Haoyu frowned and said with dissatisfaction, "I am your husband. We agreed that I would take you there, so naturally I will."
Zhu Ziqing looked troubled and had no choice but to say, "I'm going to see my sister Zhu Yahan to inquire about our mother's condition. It wouldn't be appropriate for you to go."
Tan Haoyu's eyes were firm, and he said without hesitation, "Then I'll definitely go. This will give you courage. Don't worry, I'll just be there and won't bother you."
Zhu Ziqing had no choice but to finally agree.
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