After deceiving the villain, I was forced to love him.

Chapter 134 No destruction, no establishment

As he took off her clothes one by one, Wang Qingyan was in no hurry at all, being as gentle as he could be, as if he was afraid that he would hurt her if he used too much force.

After taking off each piece of clothing, he neatly folded it and placed it by the bed.

This includes skirts and underwear.

Unable to utter a single word, Baili Ce could only close his eyes.

However, they found that their sense of touch became more sensitive when they closed their eyes.

Then......

She watched helplessly as Wang Qingyan gently wiped her body, from head to toe, carefully and slowly...

The woman's innate sense of shame led him to consider killing her.

At this moment, she admits that she had boasted that day.

As Lu Jian said, due to the psychological barriers imposed by long-term social discipline, it is really difficult for women to get through this hurdle.

The wet cloth covering his mouth had been soaked in some kind of medicine, and although he had no strength at all and couldn't move, his mind was unusually clear.

As if seeing through her thoughts, Wang Qingyan said as he wiped her body for the second time, "Don't worry, the effects of the medicine will wear off after twelve hours."

"It will not have any effect on your body."

Twelve hours...

"so......"

Wang Qingyan tossed the handkerchief into the bucket and gently kissed Baili Ce on the forehead.

After the kiss, he tenderly pinched her cheek, saying affectionately, "I'll have to trouble you to stay up every single moment longer~"

"After all, this is how I've lived for the past five years."

A chilling, bone-chilling sarcasm flashed across his eyes, replaced by a gentle, warm smile.

He seemed genuinely happy.

A hint of shyness and anticipation could also be seen in her expression.

Of course, this is on the premise that he doesn't roughly tear off the "red ribbon" from her ankle.

"..." Seeing him take off his clothes and start to wipe himself down, using the same towel and the same bucket of water, Bai Li Ce felt like he was going crazy.

Wang Qingyan glanced at Baili Ce and saw his fingers trembling. His smile deepened. "Don't rush, it'll be better if it's cleaned up first."

His Ah Zhu has always been particular, and she has suffered so much outside, so of course he wants to make sure she is comfortable.

Bai Lizhe always felt that one had to either live or maintain dignity.

So she didn't want to cry, and she didn't want to admit defeat like that.

But when that strange feeling filled every inch of her skin, and all his movements were slowed down and magnified infinitely, she truly regretted it...

Seeing her chest heaving violently and her panting heavily, Wang Qingyan carefully pressed his forehead against hers and apologized.

"I'm sorry, I just want us to belong to each other completely."

Suddenly, a soft, weak hand supported his waist.

Bai Li Ce really wanted to escape.

"You can't escape."

Pressing down her hand, which she had managed to raise with great effort, Wang Qingyan embraced her once more with passionate touch...

"..." Bai Li Ce frowned in tension, but the pain he had imagined did not come.

Wang Qingyan immediately laughed, "Ha..."

After laughing, he rubbed his face against hers, saying, "Don't worry, it won't hurt you."

For women who experience excessive pain during their first time, it's often because the man didn't show enough tenderness or care.

He, of course, wouldn't let Ah Zhu suffer in the slightest.

Bai Li Ce turned his head to one side.

Wang Qingyan turned her back and kissed her wildly.

Then......

She was really...on the verge of crying.

If she had known he would be like this, she wouldn't have come back.

That bastard, how could he do this... She wasn't ready at all, how could he do this...?

“A-Zhu, this is my first time,” Wang Qingyan stopped and said to her.

Then, he grabbed her chin, forcing her to look at him, and said, "I will definitely make you happy."

"..." Yes, it's my first time too.

This is the first time I've been bitten by a dog.

But it hurt ten thousand times more than being bitten by wolves on the grasslands before.

It hurts so much...

The pain made her suddenly want to go home.

But she still didn't cry.

There was no time when the moon rose above the branches and people's shadows moved about.

He said he was afraid she would be lonely, so he didn't even let her choose someone from among her acquaintances to serve her.

Dignity and survival—you have to keep one, right?

.......

It felt like hundreds of years had passed, and Baili Ce had never felt that twelve hours were so helpless and long.

It felt so long that she kept telling herself to just bear with it a little longer, just bear with it a little longer...

But they discovered that the moonlight streaming through the window had lingered on the swaying bed curtains for a very long time.

The fragrance of flowers in the air, however, rose and fell with the undulating figure.

She really didn't have the mind to think too deeply about the multiple layers of meaning in Wang Qingyan's words.

If you can't figure something out, then don't think about it for now.

She was never one to make things difficult for herself, and she certainly didn't want her mental self to be shattered along with his whims.

Just think of it as accidentally bumping into a rock while drifting with the tide.

Even in the most helpless situations, one will be carried along by the ever-flowing river to a wider ocean.

Even in the worst-case scenario, one can be swept ashore by the surging waves and eventually see the dawn and blooming flowers.

......

"Why wasn't I the first person you saw after you came back?" he asked her in the middle of the night, holding her in his arms.

Why should I see you first thing after I get back? Bai Li Ce thought to himself.

To her, he was indeed an extremely formidable enemy.

But perhaps one day, they won't even be enemies, so why should she waste her extra emotions?

"It took me forty-three days to find your hiding place. Guess what my first reaction was?"

"...Forty-three days?! The person in charge of building the house must be amazing."

If there's a chance in the future, I'll have to ask Lu Jian to introduce me, just in case...

"You'd better not get distracted," Wang Qingyan said, pinching her waist when he saw her absent-mindedness.

Bai Li Ce immediately snapped out of his reverie and dared not let his mind wander. He blinked at him, indicating that he was listening and that he should continue.

"..." Burying his head in her shoulder, Wang Qingyan felt as if he were the one who had been wronged.

“That place has been searched countless times by the Gu Guards.”

"You couldn't possibly not know I was looking for you."

"You were... terrified by the Gu Guards, that's why you didn't dare come out to find me, right?"

"..." Baili Ce glanced at him sideways, wanting to scratch his head, but unable to.

Finally, I gave up, and blinked.

If you say so, then it is.

Wang Qingyan looked up, a relieved smile finally appearing on his lips. "I guessed it."

"Why...don't you want to see me?"

Wang Qingyan answered to himself, his cool fingertips tracing across Baili Ce's brow...

It passed through her nose and lips, finally landing in her throat.

He slowly tightened his fingers around her neck, then quickly released her.

So tender and affectionate, even he himself was moved, “Look, I can’t even bring myself to hurt you.”

"How could you not like it when I treat you so well?"

"You should admire me."

? ? ! !

Bai Lize's brows furrowed uncontrollably into deep frown lines!

Do you want to hear what you're saying? She's almost suffering from lumbar muscle strain.

Wang Qingyan raised his hand to cover her eyebrows and eyes, "But they are so useless. They couldn't find anyone and scared you like this."

"It's a pity they all died in the fire, otherwise I could have helped you vent your anger."

"..." Bai Li Ce felt a chill run down his spine, and his hands and feet were ice-cold.

This logic left her completely confused and bewildered.

Whether it makes sense or not, what does it matter?

Ultimately, all he needed to do was wrap her tightly in the blanket and hold her in his arms when she was scared.

I don't like the injuries on your body.

He said he didn't like it, but he was secretly a little smug.

Can--

"Why won't you come back? Do you think it's better to suffer outside than to be by my side?"

"..." If she could speak now, she would probably yell at him, "Are you crazy?!"

This is just the bumps and stumbles of normal life! Who told you you didn't like it?

and many more!

Did he mean something else by saying that?

Bai Li Ce immediately became alert again, and there was a clear sense of urgency in his eyes as he looked at Wang Qing Yan.

The smile on Wang Qingyan's lips gradually faded. "Even in this situation, you still have time to think about other things?"

This attitude?

Yes!

He must have other plans for revenge.

She has to—

"..." I have to say, this medicine is really incredibly effective.

No matter how hard she tried to muster her willpower to unleash her full potential, she could only raise her hand and blink.

Even Aba Aba Aba can't do that.

Seeing her anxious and helpless, Wang Qingyan simply propped his head up and lay on his side, asking, "Are you feeling very uncomfortable?"

"But today, I really don't want to listen to your nonsense."

He gently lifted a strand of her hair, brushing it across the skin of her chest, and said, without a hint of joking, "But since you're so energetic, how about..."

OK OK! ! !

That's all I'm saying, that's all I'm saying. Even if they all die, it's none of her business, okay?

As Baili Ce pondered this, he quickly closed his eyes and went to sleep.

At first, she couldn't sleep.

After all, there was someone lying next to her, so close, constantly watching her as if afraid she would suddenly disappear. How could she possibly sleep?!

Plus, her lower back and back ached, she couldn't turn over, and she was afraid that Wang Qingyan would really enjoy it...

She was genuinely, genuinely afraid to sleep!

But humans, despite being weak, selfish, and having many flaws, possess one of the best adaptability in nature.

Besides, no matter how hard it is to accept, she has no choice but to accept it now.

As the saying goes, it's better to blame others than to torment yourself.

Wang Qingyan, that scumbag, has no conscience at all.

Why should a victim like her be so timid and self-pitying?