mtl008 Chapter 369 The Only Thing I Can Do
Chapter 369 The Only Thing I Can Do
Gu Sili's fingertips stroked the curled edge of the diary's title page, feeling a little sour and loving in his heart.
He never knew that Yun Ning had loved him so secretly and had done so many things for him.
He also regretted that he had recognized the wrong person and had tortured Yun Ning like that, causing her to suffer so much.
However, when he wanted to repent and make amends, Yun Ning was no longer waiting there.
Now, he has been infected with an unknown virus and his life or death is uncertain.
Two people always miss each other.
Perhaps his love and affection will never be given to her again.
Gu Sili suppressed the heat in his eyes and continued to scroll down.
March 20xx:
I have liked Gu Sili for a whole year.
But he seemed to hate me even more.
But it doesn’t matter, I will still send him things anonymously.
I will be satisfied if I can help him.
April 4xx:
Gu Sili participated in a competition and won an international award, which was of great value.
He's so awesome.
He is indeed the man I like!
But when I ran over to congratulate him, he ignored me.
Ugh.
This man still hates me so much.
But I'm used to it!
Yun Ning, keep going!
March 20xx:
I heard that Gu Sili found a few like-minded people at school and formed a small company.
He has a long-term vision and has already thought about his future path before graduation.
I believe that a man as outstanding as him will definitely succeed.
March 20xx:
Today is my college graduation day.
I really regret not meeting Gu Sili earlier.
In this way, I can pursue him for a longer time on the university campus.
But it doesn’t matter, even outside the campus, I will stick to Gu Sili.
I will always like him.
March 20xx:
Something happened at home.
My father's hair turned white overnight due to worry, my brother went out to beg people for help all day, and my mother didn't seem to be in good health either.
I am so sad.
It’s been a long time since I last visited Gu Sili.
I don’t know how he is doing.
It should be good.
But I don't have the time or money to revolve around him.
My love is temporarily suspended.
I will go find him once the crisis at home is resolved.
At that time, I will ask him: Long time no see, do you miss me?
No matter how he answers, I will say, I miss him so much.
Really Want.
The diary ends here.
Since then, the Yun family has fallen into a quagmire.
Yun Hongbin is missing.
Yun Yi wanted to turn the tide, but ended in complete failure.
Yun Ning's mother Li Chunmei was also devastated and was admitted to the hospital.
At that time, the identities and status of Gu Sili and Yun Ning changed drastically in an instant.
The man blocked Yun Ning in Yun Hongbin's office with the attitude of a winner.
The tables, chairs and benches inside had long been taken away by debt collectors in exchange for money.
On the white wall, four bloody words were written in red paint: Pay your debts.
Gu Sili easily drove away the group of troublemakers.
That pair of high-end custom-made leather shoes stepped on the thick dust.
He looked down at the crying girl and heard her ask him, "If I obey you, will you let my brother go and save my mother?"
"of course."
Gu Sili's voice was full of playfulness, "But I want to see your sincerity."
He just wanted the bright and spoiled young lady to kneel at her feet and beg for mercy.
Let her have a taste of what a real threat and seizure is.
The girl stopped talking and just unbuttoned her clothes with trembling hands.
Gu Sili still remembers the moment he lost control.
He obviously hated her touch.
Disgusted at what she had done to him in that abandoned classroom.
His body uncontrollably pushed the girl against the wall.
He saw her pale face, sunken in his custom-made suit.
I saw that her waist was covered with marks from his pinching, which were as red as the bloodshot in her eyes.
Memories are like sharp shards of glass, traveling through the blood vessels.
At that time, Gu Sili thought that the tears in Yun Ning's eyes were hatred.
Only now do I understand that beneath the ice, the glowing love of our youth is still frozen.
The man was holding the yellowed diary in a daze.
I don't know when the cold rain started outside the window.
The scent of cherry blossoms mixed with the smell of disinfectant between the pages, and every stroke of the hand felt like a branding iron burning his heart.
"Yun Ning..."
Gu Sili murmured softly, his voice so low that it was almost inaudible.
His gradually thinning face was reflected on the almost transparent glass window.
Gu Sili knew that he didn't have much time left.
The unknown virus in his body, like an invisible hand, was pulling him to the brink of death little by little.
He couldn't let her get close to him anymore, couldn't let her suffer any more pain.
"Stay away from her."
The man murmured to himself, his fingertips gently stroking the edge of the diary, as if touching her face, "This way..., when I die, she won't be too sad."
The next morning.
It was not yet fully light when Yun Ning stood in the corridor outside the ward.
She was wearing a thin beige windbreaker, her long hair casually draped over her shoulders, and the gray under her eyes was particularly eye-catching against her porcelain-white skin.
The girl was holding a thermos tightly in her hand, which contained soup that she had prepared before daybreak.
Yun Ning knew that Gu Sili had lost a lot of weight recently, so she added some medicinal herbs on purpose, hoping to replenish his body.
But when she was about to step into the ward, the captain of the bodyguards reached out to stop her.
"Ms. Yun, Mr. Gu has instructed that recently... you should not come to see him."
The bodyguard captain's voice was low, with a hint of pity.
Yun Ning was puzzled: "Why? He... did something happen to him?"
The bodyguard captain lowered his head, avoiding her gaze: "Mr. Gu just needs to rest, you... please go back."
Yun Ning was stunned, and once again recalled the cold look on Gu Sili's face when he drove her away.
Until now, he still hasn't given any explanation.
Even if he said the last sentence, he regretted it.
I regret blocking the injection for her, or I regret giving my life for her.
But Gu Sili said nothing and just isolated her.
It seemed that he had made up his mind to never meet her again.
How could he do this?
Her nails dug deep into her palms, and a weak smile appeared on Yun Ning's face: "So..., how is he now? Is he okay?"
The bodyguard captain was silent for a moment, and then, remembering Jiang Yu's instructions, he could only bite the bullet and answer, "Mr. Gu is fine, don't worry."
"That's good……"
Yun Ning said softly, with a hint of sob in her voice.
She lowered her head and gently placed the thermos cup on a chair beside her. She then looked up in the direction of the ward and said, "Please... give this to him."
"it is good."
The bodyguard captain nodded and watched her turn and leave.
The girl's back looked thin and fragile, as if a gust of wind could blow her away.
She walked slowly, each step carrying a thousand pounds of weight, until she disappeared at the end of the corridor.
In the ward.
Gu Sili leaned against the window, following her back with his eyes until she could no longer see her.
His fingers clasped the window frame, his knuckles turned white, and he felt a sharp pain in his chest.
The man closed his eyes and murmured softly: "I'm sorry, Yun Ning... This is the only thing I can do for you."