Chapter 268: Paranoid Warlord and Vengeful Undercover (27)
Chapter 268: Paranoid Warlord and Vengeful Undercover (27)
He had imagined this result in his study before, but when he really faced it, Pei Jingmo admitted that the discomfort was beyond his expectations.
He also realized more clearly that Ruan Guannan disliked him, even hated him, and even their children did not receive any favor or mercy from her.
He wanted to raise the corners of his lips to ease the atmosphere, but after trying for a long time he gave up, his mouth filled with bitterness.
"Really can't...give birth?"
Pei Jingmo swallowed, his voice hoarse as if it had been polished by sand, and whispered into her ear.
Ruan Guannan remained silent.
Pei Jingmo's heart sank to the bottom, and he even felt a lot of resentment in his heart. He wanted to force her no matter what, and asked her to give birth to the child no matter what. He would not allow her to hurt the child.
But when he thought about the result of him forcing her before, and the mark of her stabbing on his shoulder, he was afraid that Ruan Guannan would do something that he would regret if he continued to force her.
Never mind, he still couldn't bear to see her get hurt even a little bit.
Pei Jingmo stretched out his hand and stopped above her belly, and finally stroked it gently, as if he was saying his final goodbye to this blood-related child.
"I respect your opinion. You have the right to decide whether he stays or goes. If you don't want him, I'll ask Dr. Fan to find a way to minimize the damage."
After he finished speaking, he paused, his voice becoming even more hoarse.
"I owe you an apology for what happened before, and now I've caused you this kind of harm. It's all my fault. Can you please forgive me?"
From the moment he touched her belly, Ruan Guannan felt an indescribable feeling in her heart. Now hearing this humble request, she didn't know what to say.
The time when he pressed her on the bed and forced her into it after she entered the Marshal's Mansion was indeed an unforgettable humiliation for her. She had always wanted to kill this bastard. Coupled with her disgust for the Pei family, Ruan Guannan had no good face towards Pei Jingmo.
But she didn't expect that Pei Jingmo, the young marshal who held a prominent position in Jincheng, would bow his head and sincerely apologize to her, and did not force her because of his offspring. This made her originally tough and decisive attitude waver.
Ruan Guannan was immersed in her own thoughts. Pei Jingmo did not hear her answer and thought that she didn't even want to talk to him. He felt so choked up that he almost couldn't breathe.
He took a deep breath, raised his head and looked at the person under him and said, "Just wait for my news. I will ask Dr. Fan to find a reason to take you out."
After saying that, Pei Jingmo quickly stood up, turned around and walked away without looking back.
Ruan Guannan glanced at his hurriedly departing back, pursed his pale lips, and his heart tightened a lot.
When she was the only one left in the room, Ruan Guannan stared into the empty sky in a daze.
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Since leaving that night, Pei Jingmo has not appeared for five consecutive days, and Ruan Guannan has been in a low mood these days.
Until Xiaoyu quietly told her that Dr. Fan had already prepared everything and they could go out of the Marshal's Mansion on the pretext of getting medicine.
Ruan Guannan's body suddenly stiffened and her face instantly lost color. She took a deep breath and nodded. After reporting, she followed Xiaoyu out of the Marshal's Mansion.
There was a car parked at the door waiting for her. Someone must have greeted her and sent her directly to Dr. Fan.
Ruan Guannan was very calm along the way, and even after entering the clinic, there was no extra expression on her face, which made the people watching secretly feel uncomfortable.
Pei Jingmo followed her all the way from the moment she left the Marshal's Mansion and saw her enter the hospital with his own eyes.
Although he had prepared himself mentally, Pei Jingmo clenched his fists tightly when he saw her aborting their child without any reluctance. The veins on the back of his hands throbbed, showing how uneasy and depressed he felt.
He drove Adjutant Liu out of the car and sat in the back alone, smoking a cigarette, staring at the hospital entrance until his eyes turned red, but he didn't move away.
I don’t know how long it took, so long that Pei Jingmo’s depression was about to reach its peak, when he finally saw a familiar figure coming out of the door.
Ruan Guannan raised her hand to block the dazzling sunlight. Looking at the bustling street, a rare bright smile appeared on her face.
Xiaoyu no longer had a stern look on her face, and she was more careful when supporting Ruan Guannan, fearing that she would get bumped.
Ruan Guannan smiled and did not stop her, and the two of them walked back in the car they were going.
Just as he walked past a car, the door of the car next to him suddenly opened. When Ruan Guannan was subconsciously on guard, a pair of hands reached out from the car and pulled the person in, then closed the door with a "bang".
Xiaoyu was shocked, but after she saw who was in the car, she consciously walked aside and did not disturb them.
In the car, Pei Jingmo held her tightly in his arms, put her head on his shoulder so that she wouldn't look, and whispered in her ear, "Are you so happy without this child?"
The reason why he asked this was that he saw Ruan Guannan's dazzling smile, which made the depression in his heart burst out of his chest. He just wanted to pull the person over to vent his emotions, otherwise he would be angry to death sooner or later.
Ruan Guannan wanted to raise her head, but Pei Jingmo held the back of her head to prevent her from raising it. Ruan Guannan had no choice but to lean against his shoulder and speak in a muffled voice:
"You hit my stomach, it's very uncomfortable."
Pei Jingmo subconsciously loosened his hands around her waist, but when he thought that the child was gone, this little bit of force was not a big deal, so he retracted his hand with more force than before.
Ruan Guannan raised his hand and hit him on the back angrily, saying angrily: "You are using so much strength, do you still want the child?"
As soon as he finished speaking, Pei Jingmo froze in his seat, but the hand that was around her belly subconsciously loosened its grip.
He stood there motionless for a long time without reacting. When Ruan Guannan stood up, he looked into her eyes and asked in a tense voice, "Is the child... still there?"
Ruan Guannan was originally a little angry and didn't want to give him a good look, but suddenly he met a pair of red eyes, and the sarcastic words stuck in his throat could not be uttered.
Ruan Guannan turned his head away to avoid his gaze, not wanting to pay attention to him, but after thinking about it, he still felt unwilling to do so, and said sarcastically, "If I wasn't here, would I be able to come out so quickly?"
Pei Jingmo automatically ignored her cold words and subconsciously breathed a sigh of relief. The depression and distress that had been accumulating in his chest for several days dissipated in an instant.
He held her waist and carefully adjusted her position. He lowered his eyes to look at her still flat belly and spoke in a low voice:
"How do you feel? Is your stomach still uncomfortable?"
He still remembered that she had just said that her stomach was uncomfortable, so he thought of taking her in for another check-up.
Ruan Guannan was afraid that he would really do something, so he shook his head.
There was silence between the two again.
……
Pei Jingmo, a man who is repeatedly jumping between being a father and losing his son, has a lot of ups and downs in his mood hahaha.
That's all for today, good night, babies.
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