People born in the 80s became relocated households

Chapter 128 Confession

Jiang Shuya struggled to break free from him, stepped back a few steps, and looked at him in astonishment; "What nonsense are you talking about? Don't talk nonsense."

Lin Moxiao suppressed his sadness, and compassion suddenly appeared in his eyes. He said in a low voice, "I am not talking nonsense. You should have belonged to me. I just lost you for a short time because of carelessness. Come with me. I will take you to meet my grandparents, okay?"

After saying that, he walked forward, grabbed her arm, and pulled her into his arms, holding Jiang Shuya's waist tightly with both hands, making it impossible for her to break free.

Jiang Shuya was startled by the sudden hug. The warm chest surrounded her. She suddenly remembered that Huang Minghao had said something like this to her. He wanted to take her to see his grandfather. This was a sign of recognition of her, a vow to spend the rest of his life with her, and a joy to share with important people. But now Jiang Shuya was a person who had lived a new life. Naturally, she would not fall from one pit into another river. She pushed him away and said, "Mr. Lin, I know you saved me. I only have gratitude for you, not love between men and women. I want to have a friendship with you like Wang Ziliang. I hope you respect yourself."

Lin Moxiao looked at her with deep eyes, his sad expression almost pleading; "You are obviously not doing well, why don't you leave? Looking from a distance, this place is desolate, sad and miserable, without any vitality. What is there to be nostalgic about? Stay with me, no matter where you are, I will take you to see the scenery of the North Sea, to the colorful South China Sea to see the most beautiful summer light, and to see the vast northern lights. No matter where you are, I can accompany you."

Jiang Shuya shook her head and denied it, and said anxiously, "No, I don't want to go anywhere. Yes, this place is deserted now, but it is temporary. In the near future, this place will be transformed into a natural beauty with spring all year round. Maybe you think I am short-sighted, but this is where I will live in the future."

"You and I are different. What I have seen is very different from what you have seen. The gratitude I have for you will be unforgettable for the rest of my life. As long as I can do it, I will definitely not be stingy and will go all out to repay you. But I beg you not to be stubborn. Those are just the vague friendships between teenagers. You should let it go. It's really over. Don't have any more expectations."

Jiang Shuya understood everything. Now they were all adults. Why should he bring up those past events that had passed away? It was just a very small episode in the ignorant youth. What’s past is past. Isn’t it better for people to look forward?

Now I can't understand Lin Moxiao even more. He has a good status and there must be no shortage of women who love him in his life, but he is obsessed with wasting his time on her. It's really not worth it.

Lin Moxiao took a deep breath and closed his eyes. He had a sad and painful expression. He couldn't let it go for a long time. He felt depressed and compassionate. Perhaps he realized that there was no possibility. He calmed down and said, "You know, that day in Yushan Apartment, I held you all night. It was the closest time between us. At that time, I thought it would be good if you could stay with me like this. The next day, you woke up and I knew you were going to leave, but I had no reason to stop you. I watched you disappear from my world. At that moment, I knew that you no longer belonged to me."

Jiang Shuya was stunned for a moment when she heard this. She couldn't believe that he had taken care of her all night. She was aware of it and had not yet become confused by the fever. Her mind was able to recall the past, but so what? She was also helpless and really didn't want to get entangled with him.

Seeing his grief-stricken look, Jiang Shuya paused and said, "Since it's all in the past, let's not get involved. It's not good for you or me. I come from the countryside. There's nothing to regret in the countryside, because this is my destiny."

Lin Moxiao may have anticipated today's outcome. There was no possibility at all, but now that he spoke frankly, the emotions he had suppressed for five years were finally coming out, and he suddenly felt very happy. The human emotions of sadness and separation cannot be forced, but he really didn't want to give up. Now that God has sent her to him again, what reason is there for him not to be frank?

Life is short, he really doesn't want to miss it, and he firmly believes that he is not wrong. Even if it is an unrecognized path, he will go all the way in the dark as long as he can move forward with her.

Now Jiang Shuya told her not to insist anymore, she should stop and bravely look at more beautiful scenery, but he didn't want those. It's not that he hadn't tried, but his heart was already filled with her, and he couldn't let go of anyone else.

He was silent for a long time. After calming down, he looked at her again and said in a deep voice: "Do you think you are living happily? If this is what you really want, I will never bother you again. I will only treat you as a good friend and will not have any other thoughts about you."

Lin Moxiao restrained himself from hugging her. Looking at her calm eyes, which had made him think about her day and night, he never regretted having kept her in his heart for so long. Now that she had confessed to him, he knew that it would no longer be possible in the future, but he still wanted to ask her heart in person.

Jiang Shuya smiled softly, looked at him seriously and said, "This is the life I want. I really like it here. I like it very much."

Jiang Shuya saw the disappointed expression again. Lin Moxiao turned his head and looked into the distance. He stopped forcing her to hold him back. He stepped forward and pulled her into his arms again, burying his head in her neck and shoulders. He said in a low voice, "Can you let me hug you one last time? I know I won't have another chance in the future."

The feeling of leaning in his arms made Jiang Shuya feel an inexplicable sense of security for a moment. She, who was reborn, would definitely not get too deeply involved in it. In her next life plan, she would never be easily attracted to any man again. She knew that the more she cared, the more disappointed she would be. She was not disgusted by such a hug, and she had longed for it. But when she found out that an excellent man like Lin Moxiao said that he had her in his heart, she felt repulsive in her heart, because being with him would make her more tired. She couldn't catch a man who was too good, and she had no confidence in him. She couldn't even control a shallow man like Huang Minghao, so how could she fall in love with the man in front of her? Wouldn't that be self-destruction?

Perhaps he smelled too good, a faint bamboo scent that made her not want to let go. This was the embrace she had long dreamed of, and she had fantasized about it before, but it was not with Lin Moxiao, and it was not because he was not good enough, but because he was like the flowing water in the mountains, the vast starry sky, very far away and unrealistic.

She broke free from his arms again, and without saying goodbye to him, she ran home along the path alone.

Lin Moxiao looked at her receding back and felt a sense of loss and mixed emotions. He stood there for a long time and shouted towards the river, but there was no response for a long time.