Teaching and educating people, my goal is to be the most beautiful teacher!

Chapter 412 Internal Emotions

Yu Zhaozhao couldn't sleep, so she just took out a novel to read, "The E-Sports Goddess Crosses Over to the Entertainment Circle."

Yu Zhaozhao, a gaming novice, was watching with great fascination. He wanted to open TiMI and play two games right away, imagining himself as the king of the canyon!

Especially when I saw the heroine's team win the championship, I couldn't help but cry.

And the heroine's system is so good, so gentle, considerate and understanding. Gangyi has this idea, and Yu Zhaozhao, I found that Xiao Taozi is about to explode.

I immediately said to myself, "My little peach is really the best. I love little peach the most."

The little peach then smoothed its peach hairs and began to shake its leaves again.

Every time when reading novels, a long time always passed by inadvertently. Yu Zhaozhao looked at the time again and found that it was 2 o'clock in the morning!

Regardless of whether he could fall asleep or not, Yu Zhaozhao simply hung up his phone and forced himself to sleep.

After all, there is important work tomorrow.

I had just fallen asleep when the alarm rang.

Yu Zhaozhao sighed deeply, struggled to get up, and felt the long-lost migraine again.

"I was wrong. I will never stay up late again."

"If I remember correctly, you said the same thing last time."

Yu Zhaozhao pretended not to hear and hurriedly got up to wash up. Teacher Xu had been looking forward to it last night and was afraid that if it was delayed for too long, she would get anxious.

Just after I finished washing, I heard some noise outside the door. When I opened the door, I saw it was Teacher Xu.

"You're up now. How are you? Did you get some rest?"

Teacher Xu had actually woken up a long time ago. He was extremely excited when he thought about going to Qingyun Primary School where he taught when he was young.

Early in the morning, I couldn't fall asleep before dawn, and stopped at Yu Zhaozhao's door several times, but always quietly. Young people like to sleep. The child must be tired after traveling so late yesterday.

I thought if there was no sound, I would let Zhaozhao sleep a little longer, but I didn't expect Yu Zhaozhao to get up so early.

"It's time to rest! Let's go downstairs and have something to eat before leaving. Deng and the others have already finished breakfast and are waiting in the car."

"Okay, both kids are in the car? Then let's hurry."

Teacher Xu indeed walked two minutes faster.

After dinner we set off again. The road ahead was a bit difficult to drive on. As soon as we left the city, the car started to shake.

Teacher Xu comforted everyone and said, "The road conditions are much better now. When I first came here, cars couldn't get through and we had to drive donkey carts."

"Teacher, tell me about your experience as a volunteer teacher when you were young."

Deng Dengdeng also said: "I would like to hear it too. I also grew up in the countryside, but I went to primary school in the town. I remember there was a male teacher who could play basketball.

He could not only teach Chinese and mathematics, but also music and physical education. All of us in the school liked him very much. Unfortunately, he left within less than one semester. We all cried, and he cried too, but he still left. "

Teacher Xu sighed, "Child, don't blame him. It's not easy for everyone. He is not only a teacher, he is also the son of his parents, the husband of his wife, and he has a family to support."

"No, I don't blame him. On the contrary, I miss him a lot. I still remember what he looked like."

Deng Dengdeng hurriedly explained and scratched his head embarrassedly.

"You are a good kid. When I went to the countryside to teach, I met many good kids. They had to walk for nearly an hour every morning to go to school, even in the dark on the mountain roads. Sometimes you could even hear the howling of wolves in the mountains.

When I first went there, I was teaching the first grade of junior high school. There were 17 students in the class, 11 boys and 6 girls. Unfortunately, by the time the third grade graduated, there was only one girl left.

The most fundamental reason why I left the countryside was not because I was afraid of hardship, but because I was sick and had some tendencies towards depression, and was no longer suitable to be a teacher.

My empathy was too strong, and I didn’t have the ability to solve the problems my students encountered. I gradually got into a dead end, and I came back to rest for two years before I could go back to the podium. ”

Teacher Xu seemed to be lost in memories, with tears in her eyes. Yu Zhaozhao probably understood what she meant.

Because I am this kind of person. I feel deeply sad when I see the misfortunes of others, but I find that my own power is so small that I am completely unable to change the status quo.

Maybe it’s because my life is a mess, but I can’t bear to see the suffering of the world. Maybe it’s because I’m too easily caught up in different emotions, which consumes my energy and leads to a strong sense of fatigue.

Yu Zhaozhao has always had this kind of personality since she was a child, kind but extremely prone to internal friction.

It was only after I was reborn, became more open-minded, had more money and more confidence, that things got a little better.

"The students in my class all got into high school, but unfortunately I didn't have the chance to teach the next two classes. Now I think if I could hold on a few more years, maybe more children would have been able to get out of this difficult situation."

Teacher Xu was staring silently at the rugged mountains on both sides of the road. He would laugh and cry, and sometimes he would take out his mobile phone to look through photos.

Yu Zhaozhao leaned gently against Teacher Xu. A good teacher can easily move people.

It took nearly an hour and a half to drive back and forth on the mountain road. Yu Zhaozhao was very sure that he could not drive on this kind of road.

When it was the narrowest, Yu Zhaozhao felt scared even when sitting in the back.

But I didn't dare say too much and put pressure on the driver.

Only when the road finally became wider did Yu Zhaozhao breathe a sigh of relief.

After passing the most difficult section of the road and driving for nearly 40 minutes, the navigation finally indicated that we had arrived.

Yu Zhaozhao originally thought that he would see a very shabby or very retro school, with low-rise buildings, a playground like a loess slope, or perhaps a simple cafeteria?

You may also see many children who are poorly dressed, with big eyes that are eager for knowledge, sitting in a classroom with drafts on all sides, writing seriously.

But I never expected that what came into view was a very new, three-story white building.

It’s not luxurious, but it’s not shabby at all.

There is a long wall outside. Through the gaps, you can see that behind the white building is a playground with a lawn and a plastic track that looks bright red in the sun.

"This...is this Qingyun Primary School? Are we in the right place?"

Teacher Xu couldn't believe that the school in front of him was the school where he taught many years ago. It's not that he didn't believe in the rapid development of the country, but... the conditions here are better than some schools in the city center!

"Teacher, let's go..."

Yu Zhaozhao was about to speak when he was suddenly startled by a "bang" and quickly turned around to look behind him.

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