mtl008 Chapter 132: Feelings for Xu Qin
Chapter 132: Feelings for Xu Qin
In this peaceful park, Meng Yanchen's emotions began to fluctuate. He felt that his heart was filled with anger and unwillingness. He felt that he should have the right to pursue his own happiness instead of being bound by the choices and expectations of others.
He realized that he needed to face his emotions and accept his true feelings. He could no longer escape or suppress his emotions. He needed to find a way to vent his feelings and regain his inner peace and strength.
Meng Yanchen took a deep breath and tried to calm himself down. He realized that being too prejudiced against himself would only put him in a deeper predicament. He began to think that maybe he needed to look at it from a different perspective.
"Maybe I need to treat this issue more rationally." Meng Yanchen said to himself.
He closed his eyes and recalled every detail of his acquaintance with Xu Qin, trying to understand her behavior from another perspective. He tried to think from her perspective and imagine how he would feel and think if he were in her position.
"Maybe she also has her own difficulties." Meng Yanchen thought.
He began to understand that everyone has their own life and their own difficulties. Perhaps Xu Qin's decision was not because she didn't like him, but because of other reasons. He realized that he couldn't easily make a conclusion and become prejudiced against her.
"I should go find her and have a good talk with her." Meng Yanchen made up his mind.
Meng Yanchen's heart was in turmoil, and he realized that many things in life often happen in cycles. Whether it is emotional entanglements, interpersonal relationships or personal growth, they may fall into a cycle.
He kept thinking about this question on the way home. Perhaps, the dilemma between him and Xu Qin was also part of the cycle. They had experienced sweet times and painful separations, but they could never get rid of their relationship.
"Maybe we really need to break this cycle." Meng Yanchen made up his mind secretly.
But at the same time, he also realized that it is not easy to break this cycle. The problem between them is not a simple conflict, but an emotional entanglement deeply rooted in each other's hearts. To solve this problem, both parties need to work together, and it may cost more.
"I can't be immersed in the cycle of the past anymore." Meng Yanchen warned himself secretly.
He knew that to change the status quo, he had to change himself first. He could no longer be trapped in his feelings for Xu Qin, and he needed to be stronger and more rational in facing it all.
Meng Yanchen paced back and forth in the room, feeling restless and uneasy. He realized that he no longer wanted to be bound by other people's expectations and rules.
"I don't want to be controlled by others anymore." Meng Yanchen muttered.
He felt that he needed to find a way of life that belonged to him, no longer controlled by the pressure and expectations of society. He longed for freedom and the ability to make choices according to his own wishes.
Driven by this thought, he began to think about his future. He wanted to pursue his own dreams and no longer be limited by other people's expectations. He knew that this road would not be easy, but he was willing to work hard to pursue his own freedom and happiness.
He found a piece of paper and a pen and began to write down his thoughts and plans. He wanted to make some changes for his future and not be stuck in the cycle of the past. He felt his heart gradually calm down because he knew that he was moving in the right direction.
However, Meng Yanchen is not a person without a goal. Deep in his heart, he hides a desire for knowledge and curiosity about the world. Whenever the teacher talks about knowledge in class, Meng Yanchen always listens carefully and tries hard to absorb every bit of knowledge. Although he is not the best student in the school, his desire for knowledge is the strongest.
In addition to studying, Meng Yanchen has a special hobby - photography. He likes to use the camera to record all the beauty around him and use photos to keep the traces of time. After school, he would take out his old camera and walk around every corner of the campus to capture those ordinary yet beautiful scenes. Under his lens, even those ordinary things become extremely beautiful.
However, Meng Yanchen's life was not always so peaceful. In this competitive campus, there were always some people who would trouble him for various reasons. Some people laughed at his old camera, while others laughed at his poor academic performance. However, Meng Yanchen always endured it silently. He never argued with these people and just continued his life quietly.
However, one day, an unexpected incident broke Meng Yanchen's peaceful life. After school that day, Meng Yanchen picked up his camera as usual to take pictures of the sunset, but he unexpectedly heard a scream. He looked in the direction of the sound and saw a group of people gathered together, and it seemed that something was happening.
Meng Yanchen's heart moved, and he walked over quickly. When he squeezed into the crowd, he saw a scene that shocked his heart - a girl was besieged by a group of boys, and the girl's eyes were full of despair and fear.
Meng Yanchen's heart skipped a beat. He rushed forward without hesitation. He pushed the boys away and hid aside to protect the girl. His eyes were full of determination and firmness, as if he was declaring his position.
"What are you doing?!" Meng Yanchen asked sternly.
When the boys saw Meng Yanchen, they were a little surprised, but soon they showed a mocking smile. "Meng Yanchen, you are asking for trouble! What does this have to do with you?"
Meng Yanchen looked at them coldly without saying a word, but his eyes revealed a sharpness that could not be ignored.
"Forget it, it's boring." Seeing Meng Yanchen's firm attitude, the boys did not dare to continue and left one after another.
Meng Yanchen breathed a sigh of relief and turned to look at the girl. The girl's eyes were full of gratitude, and she whispered, "Thank you, you saved my life."
Meng Yanchen smiled slightly and shook his head. "Nothing, this is what I should do."
From that day on, a special connection was established between Meng Yanchen and the girl. Her name was Liu, and she was an ordinary student in the school. Like Meng Yanchen, she was ordinary and kind. Their meeting was not accidental, but destiny.
On a sunny afternoon, Meng Yanchen and Liu walked out of the campus and came to a small restaurant. Although this restaurant is inconspicuous, it is where they often go.