mtl008 Chapter 131 Questioning Your Own Choice
Chapter 131 Questioning Your Own Choice
During the confrontation between Meng Yanchen and Song Yan, a sudden phone call broke the silence. Meng Yanchen took out his phone and saw that it was Xu Qin's name. He frowned, hesitated for a moment, and finally answered the call.
"Meng Yanchen, my parents are coming to your house to see you." Xu Qin's voice was a little anxious, "They want to talk to you."
Meng Yanchen was flustered when he heard the news. He didn't know why Xu Qin's parents wanted to find him, but he knew that this matter might bring him more trouble.
"Okay, I'll wait for them." Although Meng Yanchen was a little worried, he decided to face this challenge.
Not long after, Xu Qin's parents came to Meng Yanchen's house. As soon as they entered the door, they saw Meng Yanchen sitting in the living room, looking a little nervous.
"Hello, Meng Yanchen, we are Xu Qin's parents." Xu Qin's mother greeted with a smile.
Meng Yanchen stood up and responded politely: "Hello, welcome to my home."
Xu Qin's parents sat down with a serious look on their faces. "Meng Yanchen, we came to you because we heard about what happened between you and Xu Qin, and we want to talk to you."
Meng Yanchen's heart sank. He knew this conversation might not be easy. "Excuse me, what's the matter?" He tried to stay calm.
Faced with Meng Yanchen's problem, Xu Qin's parents began to talk about their views on the relationship between Meng Yanchen and Xu Qin. They were worried that the conflict between the two would affect Xu Qin's studies and future.
Meng Yanchen was immersed in the conversation between Xu Qin's parents. He felt a heavy pressure, as if a huge mountain was pressing on his heart. His breathing became rapid, his heartbeat quickened, his mind was in a mess, and he even felt a dull pain in his chest.
He tried to respond to Xu Qin's parents, but his throat seemed to be blocked and he couldn't say a word. He felt as if he was in a lonely and desperate situation, and he didn't know what he could rely on to support himself.
Xu Qin's parents looked at Meng Yanchen's expression and felt a little uneasy. They didn't want to put too much pressure on Meng Yanchen, they just hoped that Meng Yanchen could take his relationship with Xu Qin seriously and not hurt their daughter.
"Meng Yanchen, we don't want to force you to make any choice." Xu Qin's father said, "We just hope that you can seriously consider your relationship and not rashly hurt Xu Qin."
When Meng Yanchen heard these words, he felt a warmth of being understood and supported, but at the same time he also felt a heavy responsibility on his shoulders. He understood that he needed to be responsible for his own actions and could no longer escape and evade reality.
Xu Qin's mother looked at Meng Yanchen and sighed softly, "Meng Yanchen, we believe that you will make the right choice."
This sentence seemed to give Meng Yanchen a boost of strength. He felt the exhaustion and despair in his heart slowly dissipate, replaced by a kind of firmness and determination. He knew that he could no longer indulge in pain and despair. He had to face reality and bravely take the next step.
Meng Yanchen was in a very conflicted mood. He felt as if he was trapped in an endless darkness. He needed a place where he could think alone and calmly. So he decided to go to the beach not far from the city.
When he stepped onto the soft sand and listened to the sound of waves hitting the shore, the pressure in his heart seemed to be relieved a lot. The sea breeze brushed across his face, bringing a hint of coolness and making him feel a little relieved.
He walked along the coastline, the sand under his feet making a gentle friction sound. He felt his mood gradually calm down, and he began to think about the relationship between himself and Xu Qin, as well as the direction of the future.
"Maybe I really should let go of some things." Meng Yanchen murmured to himself. He felt that he needed to release some burdens and let go of some troubles.
He walked to the beach, looking at the vast sea, and an inexplicable comfort surged in his heart. The sea gave him a sense of spaciousness and freedom, making him feel that his troubles became insignificant at this moment.
"Maybe I should start over." Meng Yanchen closed his eyes, took a deep breath of the sea breeze, and made up his mind.
When he opened his eyes again, he felt a new strength surging in his heart. He knew that even in the face of difficulties and challenges, he would face them with strength, because he believed that every fall would make him stronger.
Meng Yanchen walked through the city streets and entered an old and quiet library. It was so quiet here that he felt comfortable. He liked this environment, which allowed him to immerse himself in his own thoughts.
He found a corner, sat down, picked up a book and started reading. It was not a specific book, but one he chose at random. He was not looking for answers, but for peace of mind.
His eyes slid across the pages, but his thoughts drifted away. He began to recall the experiences he had with Xu Qin since they met, recalling every little thing between them, every smile, every quarrel, every hug, every separation.
"Perhaps, I am too persistent." Meng Yanchen sighed inwardly. He realized that he might care too much about Xu Qin's feelings and ignore his own heart.
While reading, he kept thinking about what he had done, trying to understand Xu Qin's thoughts and actions from different perspectives. He tried to find a balance, a way to protect himself while taking the other person's feelings into consideration.
Time passed quietly, and when Meng Yanchen raised his head again, he felt that his mood had become much clearer. Perhaps life is like a book that needs to be read carefully.
Meng Yanchen felt a surge of reluctance in his heart. He didn't want to suppress his emotions any longer, and didn't want to be bound by the memories of the past. He felt that he needed to release some emotions and vent his inner feelings.
So he put down the book in his hand, walked out of the library, and came to the nearby park. In this green environment, he found an empty corner, sat down, and closed his eyes.
He began to take deep breaths, trying to calm himself down. However, when he recalled every detail of his time with Xu Qin, the anger and sadness in his heart surged up again. He felt an urge to shout out loud and release the dissatisfaction and grievance in his heart.
"Why? Why did she do this to me?" Meng Yanchen was filled with doubts and confusion. He felt that he had done his best, but in return he received endless frustration and hurt. He began to question his choice and whether he had missed something.